Lianne

so look at this.

2005-02-27T04:23:12Z

lianne is updating her journal once again. wow. it's been like a year. so much has happened, but at the same time, so little has happened. i'm in a pretty shitty mood right now. could be because i worked 13 hours, or because i'm pmsing. or just a combination. i really miss carl. like too much, it's killing me. these months are going by so slow. i dont know what to do with myself anymore. on top of that, being grounded doesn't help. normally, i'd just be out and doing things and not thinking about it, but of course lianne gets caught in everything that she does. so i'm grounded. and i'm sitting here. i burned my finger today. it's really hurting me. i'm a retard and decided i wanted to know if the cigarette lighter in my car worked. so i touched it. and it was hot therefore leading to a burn on my left middle finger. awesomee. tomorrow i'm going to sleep until like 2, just to wake up and get ready for work again. i love working so much. but i need to save money, because i've been lacking on that seriously. i'm still recovering from christmas, and i didn't even buy that much. although i complain about working alot, i like my job at cvs. it's fun, and everyone that works there is really nice. and i work with my two favorite people in the entire world. jeananan and bitter. i feel like britt and i haven't been talking alot lately and that's kinda upsetting to me. all because we had to go to a dumb party things have to get screwed up. anyways, i hope i never try and prevent my kids from doing things that normal kids do at the age they're at. maybe i'll read this when my kids are 18 and remember. hmm. i'm rambling, but that's ok because this is my journal, and no one reads it anyways. what else. i love the stars. last night i went to the beach after work and i saw a shooting star and it was amazing. i can't wait until its warm outside. i can't wait until june for so many reasons. warmness. my birthday. graduation. prom. carl. i finally finished my college applications. it was about time. i hope i hear back soon. i want to go to RISD so bad. i'm pretyt confident that i'll get accepted. they so want me. they extended my deadline for the drawing part of my application because i procrastinate too much and never sent them in. but i sent them this morning. i keep getting all these things from pratt about open house and everything but i never got an acceptance letter. i dont knowww. what else can i talk nonsense about. i think i'm going to go to bed. maybe i'll update more often. maybe i won't. goodnight for now. <3

lianne61 @ 2004-05-20T16:33:00

2004-05-20T20:39:13Z

so here i am updating this again.. not too much to say though. i'm slowly trying to make the internet not such a necessity in my everyday life.. which i feel i am accomplishing. work, school and dance have been occupying any free time that i have. school needs to end quickly. i lack the desire to go to class or do any work. i got my car which was an exciting event. it's on the road.. now just have to wait for the outcome of my road test in a week. people say i should be nervous, but i'm not at all. i'm pretty confident that i'll pass. i'm not really giving the option of failing because there is no way i'm going to wait until the end of june to take it again. so my birthday is in 11 days and it's going to suck. well it probably wont suck but there are a few things that would make it a good birthday that i know wont happen.. but that's alright. i'm not one to complain really. i dont really know what the purpose of this is anymore. i need to get out more. i haven't gone out with friends or someone who was not a family member in forever.. yeah. this sucked.

<3

lianne61 @ 2004-02-19T11:35:00

2004-02-19T17:15:58Z

*Update

according to the latest news... Lianne's journal has died.

If only..

2004-01-18T22:03:54Z

Your Mood: You are probably feeling overwhelmed at the moment. It is as if you have too much on your plate and need time out. Perhaps you need a rest so that you can recharge your batteries; at the moment do not feel ready to take on more challenges. Focus and determined describes your present mood. You are out to achieve your goal and you concentrate on that. Unwavering you want to stick to the target of your ambitions, not completely to the exclusion of everything else, but almost!

Your Present Situation: Your present situation is making it difficult to relax. You feel a need to be constantly observant, watching everything that is going on around you. This makes it difficult for you to let your hair down and be spontaneous. You are not comfortable with the barrier that you have created around yourself and would love to breakout in a completely new way.You’re afraid…afraid to reveal yourself to others. This fear is resulting in others assuming you are aloof and withdrawn. But deep down you crave the comfort of close friends though you don’t seem to know how to overcome your obstacles. You are prepared to make changes but need the proper tools.

Your Conflicts: You have no conflicts at the present time

How accurate these things can seem...

lianne61 @ 2004-01-15T11:17:00

2004-01-15T16:18:21Z

So the journal is coming back into use.. There is much to write about, but I don't really feel like doing it right now, but stay tuned. ;)

lianne61 @ 2003-11-20T21:19:00

2003-11-21T02:18:46Z

jkflkjfdlkalkjflkafdas. Spoon is in the realm but fork is not.

lianne61 @ 2003-11-18T21:00:00

2003-11-19T02:00:25Z

ajfldkjfasdlkfja s... so much to write about. so little time.

I'm going to be cool like everyone else.

2003-11-11T21:14:39Z

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

lianne61 @ 2003-11-05T21:32:00

2003-11-06T02:31:52Z

So today kinda sucked.. I think I might be getting sick, I've had a really bad headache all day. It may be that I woke up in a frenzy this morning with 5 minutes to get ready and be at the bus stop. I hate the damn bus. I can't wait until I get my license. So yeah.. school was school. Mr. Schneider, the supposed 'child molestor' health teacher came back to school today. This girl in my class asked him why he was absent for the first half of the semester and he said that he was studying 'curriculum' for the school. But supposedly he was going through hearings for sexual harassment. I was thinking about that today though.. like how everyone talked about him and how we were all scared for him to come back, and how we all formed these stereo-types about him before we even met him. And I'm not saying that everyone is wrong because I did the same exact thing too, but I kinda feel bad, because we didn't even give him a chance. I mean who knows what really happened or why he was really absent. I guess I shouldn't make judgements before I know someone because I know it's happened to me and I hate it. And yeah.. It's just weird. So after school, I was supposed to stay after for kickline pictures but I didn't feel good and I also didn't bring money with me because I was rushing around this morning so I just came home and went to work. There were 0 customers while I was there, and I worked a total of 4.25 hours this week which blows. Some how, last weeks pay check was for $105 and I have no clue how. I dont think I worked that many hours but yeah...

This is like 3 hours later and I just got home from dance and I don't remember what I was writing about so this is the end of this post. Byeee

There was an old lady who swallowed a fly..

2003-11-04T03:07:55Z

Sending light just like a star
When you come to me
Come today
Embrace me and break me..

..You're my lost and found

lianne61 @ 2003-11-03T20:32:00

2003-11-04T01:32:49Z

I re-did my layout.... Woo it's not ugly anymore.

lianne61 @ 2003-11-03T20:03:00

2003-11-04T01:02:56Z

There is a humungo mosquito in my house right now. Like seriously the size of a mouse.

Kenny's car is nice. I finally saw it tonight.

School was good.. nothing overly exciting.

He makes me smile.

Tomorrow should be guguplex amounts of fun.

I like the word superb.

Umm.. I think I'm done.

lianne61 @ 2003-11-02T10:52:00

2003-11-02T15:52:20Z

Lianne needs to fix this thing big time.

lianne61 @ 2003-11-01T21:23:00

2003-11-02T02:23:41Z

St0oPiDHeAD (9:22:38 PM): 16. Do fish have feelings? How would you know if they were crying if they're always in water? because they're eyes will burn after a while!!! duh ..

Thank you Kristy for that correction! :)

lianne61 @ 2003-11-01T20:55:00

2003-11-02T01:55:42Z

1. First Name: Lianne
2. Were you named after anyone? Nope
3. Do you wish upon stars? Yeah
4. Which finger is your favorite? Umm... opposable thumbs.
5. When did you last cry? I don't remember
6. Do you like your handwriting? If I write neat.
7. What is your favorite lunch meat? Corned beef
8. Any bad habits? Not really.. except I get quiet when I'm upset.
9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? Probably nothing.. Every girl had the backstreet boys cds and N*Sync cds so what's the point of being embarassed.
10. If you were another person, would you be friends WITH you? Sure why not.
11. Are u a daredevil? Not really.
12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? Probably
13. Do looks matter? Yeah to a certain degree.
14. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? Who hasn't?
15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Mmm.. no
16. Do fish have feelings? How would you know if they were crying if they're always in water?
17. Are you trendy? I guess I can be in a way.. but not really
18.How do you release anger? Sleeping. Dancing. Listening to music.. all that fun stuff.
19. Where is your second home? Umm my bedroom.
20. Do you trust others easily? Not really.
21. What was your favorite toy as a child? Polly Pocket.
22.What subject in school do you think is totally useless? Highschool English.. after all the grammar you learn in elementary school it's just reading and you can do that on your own.
23. Do you have a journal? Yes.
24. Do you use sarcasm a lot? I tend to live on the sarcastic edge.
25. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? Nope
26.What qualities do you look for in a male or female: An awesome personality, easy to talk to and get along with, good looks, sweet.. etc.
27.What is your nickname? Li
28.Would you bungee jump? Yes.
29. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Nope, but I do before I put them back on.
30. Do you think that you are strong? Emotionally? Yes.. Physically? I have no upper body strength, but my legs are pretty strong.
31. What's your favorite ice cream flavor? Vanilla or Chocolate depending on the mood.
32. What's your favorite color? Hmm.. Ruby red.
33. What is your least favorite thing? Fake-ness
34. How many wisdom teeth do you have? They're all being surgically removed within the next few months :(
35. Is missing
36. How many people have a crush on you right now? I have no clue.
37. Who do you miss most right now? ......
39. What color pants are you wearing? I'm wearing jeans.
40. What are you listening to right now? The train running through my computer
41. What are the last 4 digits of your home phone number? 0568
42. What was the last thing you ate? A piece of chocolate
43.If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Cerulean Blue
44. How is the weather right now? Really nice, a little cold
45. Last person you talked to on the phone? Kenny
46. First thing you notice about the opposite sex? Eyes and smile
48. How are you today? I'm pretty good, thanks for asking.
49. Favorite drink? Iced tea
50. Favorite alcoholic drink: Negative.
51. Favorite sports? Sports aren't really my thing. Dance
53. Eye color? Brownish/Hazelish
54. Do you wear contacts? Yes
55. Siblings and their ages: Heather 21. Michele 7.
56. Favorite month? I like October and June.
57. Favorite food? Hmm..
58. Last movies you watched? Probably Office Space
59. Favorite day of the year? Probably some random holiday.
60. Are you too shy to ask someone out? No, but I feel that the guy should be the one to do it.
61. Scary movies or happy endings? Scary movies.
62. Summer or winter? Both
63. Hugs or kisses? Both :p
64. Relationships or one-night stands? Relationships.
68. Living arrangements? My house?
69. What books are you reading? I just started Forever by Pete Hamill
71. Favorite board game? Hmm.. Boulderdash.
72. What did you watch on TV last night? I definately didn't watch any TV yesterday.
73. Favorite smells? Ralph Lauren Romance. Baking cookies/brownies. Yummy candles. My boyyy :-p
74. First thing you think when you wake up? Why is it so early probably.
75. Favorite expression: ....

That was so dumb... but I'm so bored and I've been sitting in front of the computer for sooo long. Saturdays with nothing to do = Awesome!

lianne61 @ 2003-10-28T06:12:00

2003-10-28T11:12:27Z

80's here I come..

lianne61 @ 2003-10-28T03:05:00

2003-10-28T10:56:21Z

It's 3 in the morning and I'm awake and no one is on. Time to go back to sleep.

lianne61 @ 2003-10-28T02:54:00

2003-10-28T10:54:14Z

alffdlkjgaoeounag.

lianne61 @ 2003-10-27T20:31:00

2003-10-28T01:31:10Z

I love being happy. :D

lianne61 @ 2003-10-25T18:09:00

2003-10-25T22:09:25Z

Okay.. so my computer sounds like it has a dying cat inside it gasping for its last breath. I think that means it's time to get my new computer.. Now it's just up to talking mom into it again. So last night was alot of fun. We had a football game against Smithtown I believe.. I think we won. I was a little pre occupied... But after the game Ashley and I went to Friendly's and met up with Pam, Deanna, Danica, and Stephanie so we cut in front of all the people waiting for a table and just went and sat down with them. It was nice. Then we ordered, and some more people came and it was fun.. Then Ashley and I came back to my house and she slept over. We had crazy spastic times. My computer is aggravating me. So this morning, I had to go to dance so my mom took me and then drove Ashley home. I had dance until 12:30 then went to work until 5.. and here I am now. And I'm very happy and that is the end of my story. Byee

lianne61 @ 2003-10-22T22:51:00

2003-10-23T02:51:26Z

Let's see if this works

lianne61 @ 2003-10-22T17:43:00

2003-10-22T21:43:47Z

All I have to say is Hofstra was amazing. It was so much fun, the bus, the wait for getting on the field, performing. Everything was just awesome. I love all you girls!!!! Ramalamalama kadinkydadinkadong... WHATEVA!! Come on baby, do that conga.. All our serenading, and our dirtiness today in school! We killed the chants but it was still so much fun. Some bird told me something I think? Well yes it was so much fun and I can't wait til the game this friday.. most of you know why. :-p. But right now I'm going to post all the pictures I took... soooo here.

I'll update about other things later because right now I have to clean my room before i get in trouble.. Byeee

lianne61 @ 2003-10-20T23:03:00

2003-10-21T03:02:49Z

I can't sleeeeep.

Forget everything you think you know about me..

2003-10-20T22:47:16Z

Yeah so school was quite the experience today. I had photo, gym and physics. Then a 'Field trip' literally.. to the field. It was fun, I missed 4th-7th period and then I didn't want to go to 8th so I went to get lunch and ate in the band area.. Tomorrow night is going to be awesome. Freezing.. but awesome and I'm not so much worried about being cold ;). But anyways. Practice after school was cancelled and it was so weird to go on the normal bus and get home at 2. I came home and slept for 3 hours and that felt very good. I just found out a little while ago that my mom is in the emergency room but I think she's okay. She had some problem with her heart, I'm not quite sure what yet and she has to stay over night.. We're going there in a little while. I hope she'll be okay for tomorrow night. And I don't know what to write about anymore. I'll update when I get back from the hospital to notify anyone who cares what happened. Peace kid :p

lianne61 @ 2003-10-19T16:59:00

2003-10-19T20:59:41Z

So yesterday we had a soccer game that we had to perform at for the extra practice before Hofstra. It was pretty good... Of course my shoe was untied throughout the entire routine, but I took pictures.

Ashley and I.. Notice. NO BRACES

Carly and Jess

Eleana and I

Danica and Deanna prior to the gum being thrown in Deanna's hair

The gang.

Michelle and Tami.

So yeah. After the game, I came home and sat around for a while doing nothing until I decided to get ready for Caitie-lin's sweet Sixteen, and I'll edit this post after I get home from work because I have to leave now. Byee

*Edit [] So now I'm home from work and I was planning on posting pictures from Caitie-lin's Sweet Sixteen before so I'll do that now. Which was very much fun might I add.

Kevin and Tina

Tina, Jess and Sara

Christina, Jess, Sara, Eleana and Cheryl

Kevin, Jess and Kevin

So it was a fun night. The Yankee's lost the first game of the World Series, not that I really watched the game that much cause I kinda fell asleep. But I'm done for now cause I don't know what to write about. Byee.