so look at this. [26 Feb 2005|11:05pm] [ mood | distressed ] lianne is updating her journal once again. wow. it's been like a year. so much has happened, but at the same time, so little has happened. i'm in a pretty shitty mood right now. could be because i worked 13 hours, or because i'm pmsing. or just a combination. i really miss carl. like too much, it's killing me. these months are going by so slow. i dont know what to do with myself anymore. on top of that, being grounded doesn't help. normally, i'd just be out and doing things and not thinking about it, but of course lianne gets caught in everything that she does. so i'm grounded. and i'm sitting here. i burned my finger today. it's really hurting me. i'm a retard and decided i wanted to know if the cigarette lighter in my car worked. so i touched it. and it was hot therefore leading to a burn on my left middle finger. awesomee. tomorrow i'm going to sleep until like 2, just to wake up and get ready for work again. i love working so much. but i need to save money, because i've been lacking on that seriously. i'm still recovering from christmas, and i didn't even buy that much. although i complain about working alot, i like my job at cvs. it's fun, and everyone that works there is really nice. and i work with my two favorite people in the entire world. jeananan and bitter. i feel like britt and i haven't been talking alot lately and that's kinda upsetting to me. all because we had to go to a dumb party things have to get screwed up. anyways, i hope i never try and prevent my kids from doing things that normal kids do at the age they're at. maybe i'll read this when my kids are 18 and remember. hmm. i'm rambling, but that's ok because this is my journal, and no one reads it anyways. what else. i love the stars. last night i went to the beach after work and i saw a shooting star and it was amazing. i can't wait until its warm outside. i can't wait until june for so many reasons. warmness. my birthday. graduation. prom. carl. i finally finished my college applications. it was about time. i hope i hear back soon. i want to go to RISD so bad. i'm pretyt confident that i'll get accepted. they so want me. they extended my deadline for the drawing part of my application because i procrastinate too much and never sent them in. but i sent them this morning. i keep getting all these things from pratt about open house and everything but i never got an acceptance letter. i dont knowww. what else can i talk nonsense about. i think i'm going to go to bed. maybe i'll update more often. maybe i won't. goodnight for now. <3 1 | Spk

[20 May 2004|04:33pm] so here i am updating this again.. not too much to say though. i'm slowly trying to make the internet not such a necessity in my everyday life.. which i feel i am accomplishing. work, school and dance have been occupying any free time that i have. school needs to end quickly. i lack the desire to go to class or do any work. i got my car which was an exciting event. it's on the road.. now just have to wait for the outcome of my road test in a week. people say i should be nervous, but i'm not at all. i'm pretty confident that i'll pass. i'm not really giving the option of failing because there is no way i'm going to wait until the end of june to take it again. so my birthday is in 11 days and it's going to suck. well it probably wont suck but there are a few things that would make it a good birthday that i know wont happen.. but that's alright. i'm not one to complain really. i dont really know what the purpose of this is anymore. i need to get out more. i haven't gone out with friends or someone who was not a family member in forever.. yeah. this sucked. <3 Spk

[19 Feb 2004|11:35am] *Update according to the latest news... Lianne's journal has died. 5 | Spk

If only.. [18 Jan 2004|05:02pm] Your Mood: You are probably feeling overwhelmed at the moment. It is as if you have too much on your plate and need time out. Perhaps you need a rest so that you can recharge your batteries; at the moment do not feel ready to take on more challenges. Focus and determined describes your present mood. You are out to achieve your goal and you concentrate on that. Unwavering you want to stick to the target of your ambitions, not completely to the exclusion of everything else, but almost! Your Present Situation: Your present situation is making it difficult to relax. You feel a need to be constantly observant, watching everything that is going on around you. This makes it difficult for you to let your hair down and be spontaneous. You are not comfortable with the barrier that you have created around yourself and would love to breakout in a completely new way.You’re afraid…afraid to reveal yourself to others. This fear is resulting in others assuming you are aloof and withdrawn. But deep down you crave the comfort of close friends though you don’t seem to know how to overcome your obstacles. You are prepared to make changes but need the proper tools. Your Conflicts: You have no conflicts at the present time How accurate these things can seem... 1 | Spk

[15 Jan 2004|11:17am] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | The Police - Roxanne ] So the journal is coming back into use.. There is much to write about, but I don't really feel like doing it right now, but stay tuned. ;) 3 | Spk

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